I’m struggling to get back on track.
I think I’m binging (god I hate using that word) out of boredom. It only happens at night and on nights when Matt is at work. I get lonely and food is my friend. I thought I was past this kind of behavior. i was wrong.
I feel isolated and alone here when he isn’t here. My friends are scattered all over the country and I don’t have a circle of friends here to go do things with. Before I had Quinn, I interacted with people through work. Now it’s just me and Q. I live for the days that Matt is off work and we can have nice, normal family nights together.
I know I need to interact with people other than my husband and my baby.
How in the world do you make friends in a transient city like Atlanta? I am thinking of joining some kind of Mommy group.
So far my only other plan to avoid my night binges is to blog, so look forward to lots of late night posts. My little editor can hang out while I type. She’s smiling now.
She’s a month old. I could kiss her cheeks right off.
I’m down but not out. I’m making a plan to pull myself out of this cycle.
